It feels like forever since the day that my life was completely turned upside down; the day that Scoutmaster Snow initiated me into the Elite Scouts and simultaneously turned me into a man. I hadn’t previously thought about sex, at least not in any real sense. It certainly hadn’t occurred to me that I might be attracted to men, but in that moment, as I recited my pledge, everything changed. It was hypnotic. Mesmeric. Something intense and very real passed between us and, for the first time in my life, instead of overthinking everything and running away from things which seem too complicated or scary to embrace, I caved into my deepest desires and allowed the most incredible man to take my virginity.I don’t quite know what I expected to happen after it was done. I guess a little part of me felt that Scoutmaster Snow was somehow taking ownership of me through the act of making love to me. I don’t know if I expected it to suddenly be the start of a meaningful relationship, but as the days passed with no sense that anything else would happen between us, I began to realize that it had been a one-off. It took me a while to come to terms with the fact that something so intense and wonderful could somehow just drift away, but, after a while, I began to realize that the brevity of the experience didn’t negate its brilliance. Instead of pining for what might have been, I needed to start looking forward to what could now be.I soon …More
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Date: August 14, 2025