The day I became an Elite Scout was also the day that I lost my virginity. Believe it or not, the two things actually happened almost simultaneously. We were in a tent, in a heavy rainstorm, and one moment Scoutmaster Scott was attaching the special pin to my shirt pocket, and the next… well, I don’t think I need to go into too much detail. It was terrifying and amazing and painful and blissful and a million other things, none of which I could ever have imagined and all of which I’ve been craving ever since. I’ve tried to play it cool with Scoutmaster Scott. I didn’t really know how else to behave but I worry that by playing hard to get, which is what I thought you were supposed to do, I’ve actually managed to give him the sense that I’m not interested, or, worse still, either ashamed of what we did, or angry with him for doing it. Nothing, of course, could be further from the truth. Anyway, I’ve now managed to convince myself that he’s not interested in me any more, so that’s that!The problem is, almost every older man I look at now gives me a shiver of excitement. I must have fantasized about every God darned teacher at school and every scoutmaster I’ve ever come into contact with. The situations I imagine have become more and more bizarre and intense, and I’ve even started writing the stories down, hiding them in a locked box in my bedroom. If anyone were to find them I’d be absolutely dead! My latest big crush – and I mean BIG crush – is Scoutmaster Starr. He’s the youngest of the scout leaders and he’s the one that all the boys wanna hang out with because he kinda gets us better than the others. He’s also drop dead gorgeous. Sometimes I just stare at him thinking THE dirtiest thoughts.Anyway, I …More
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Date: July 29, 2025